31 12 / 2024
I confuse people. i have a happy personality and a sad soul. i’m bold but shy. i love deeply but sometimes i feel heartless. i’m healing and hurting at the same time. i’m dedicated to growth, but i self sabotage
31 12 / 2024
In another universe, you stayed.
— In this one, you didn’t and it ruined me.
31 12 / 2024
30 12 / 2024
When my ex and I started we were long distance, and he used to call me so I could be in his headphones all day (I’m on disability, so I don’t have a job to pay attention to). We broke up because my mental health was too much for him, but we’re living together until I can find section 8 housing. Recently I’ve noticed that he’s been keeping someone on his headphones, I recognized it from how he used to talk when we were on the phone but didn’t want others to know. Obvious red flag I clearly ignored. I asked him to let me know from now on when he’s doing that, and told him I knew he was already, because I’m not comfortable with him doing that when I don’t know whose on the other line. We are both polyamorus, so I did say it like I wouldn’t mind as if we were still in a relationship. He agreed, but i caught him doing it again, without him telling me, and even though I’ve been having problems with dealing with housing and how long it takes, his disrespect hurts more than anything. I don’t know how to handle this, and it’s making it harder to deal with.